my-legs-are-killing-me.

more specifically my feet. I have the body of a 70 year old with this stupid fybromilgia.

I can't even stay on the computer.

Why wont Derek propose already? Why does Shonda do this us? It's so wrong!

2009

My dad managed to ruin the day for me. Not that I was expecting much of it, but it was definatelly shitty

We had a huge fight here at home. My parents mostly. My mom wants my dad out of the house, she's had enough of him. I dont want to pick sides, but he acts like a child, literally. Now he says if he moves out he wont be paying the bills of this house that he pays now, and the pension that he'd be obligated to give my mom wouldnt be enought. I'm the only one employed with a salary that isnt anywhere nearly enough....

I usually stay out of the fight but when he started saying that I was so mad. I was making pasta for myself, I just throw the whole pan on the sink, boyling water and pasta everywhere. Later my brother throw a bottle of wine. I'm not the one who usually does that, but I was really mad.

I took a piece of the broken bottle and cut my left wrist, (un)fortunatelly I'm not strong enough to actually make it a deep cut. So I just took 2 sleeping pills so I could actually sleep in the yelling. It's been 12h and I'm still dizzy....

Now they want to sell the house, split the money. Where am I supposed to live? I have aunts and my grandma, but none of them live close and I cant leive my job, not matter how little it pays, it's the only one I've got.

I'm going back to sleep cause the pills havent wore off yet...

Anna Torv Net :B

I hate doing the boring stuff for myself, why do I need to do it for other people too

*whining*

It's gotta be the most boring year on Golden Globe's ever. Not a single funny joke.

Tom is looking gorgeous. So is Brad. And Angie. And Kate B and Kate W.


Still boring though


ETA: Angelina looks bored too.

ETA2: YAY for Kate. She saved the show.

I hate JJ Abrams for creating addicting tv shows.

I wanna see the next episode of Fringe. Now. T.T

I want a vacation from my life. How do I get one?

Cause I'm too lazy to actually making smaller versions and the bigger ones wouldnt make everyone on flist happy.